i have been suicidal since i was honestly 8 but i had to take care of my mother and now shes fine and i want to finally fufill my wish to die but i dont know if i could do it alone or at all, i keep hoping things are going to get better but they never do, am i crazy? i dont know but if anyone in the texas area is looking for a possible suicide partner im here. i keep switching between wanting to do it and looking foward i need somone to do it with me for me to be able to follow thru you know?
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nothing wrong. nothing wrong at all
This site is great for venting or looking for advice. But looking for partners is against the rules here.
Does maybe the fact that you can’t do it alone mean that you’re not fully ready to throw in the towel?
This strategy won’t let you find a partner.
Anyways I think you should live, be brave and strong like you have been since 8. Fight to live because somewhere down the line you will find peace within yourself.
I can’t exactly understand you as we are all different, but one things all humans are capable of is choice.. You are loved. I hardly know you and I already feel something for you. Sadness and want you to know that you’re not alone, so don’t end your life.. Be a fighter 🙂
thank you so much idk i just am so tired and ik partners is against the rules but i am so done
Hey man, could you imagine your mothers pain if you kill yourself? I find it funny how you didn’t want to kill yourself to take care of your mother until the point where she is fine but killing yourself is basically just making her worse then she has ever been. If you truly want your mother to be fine, dont do it man. Also man suicidal since 8? Thats crazy. Never heard that before.
the only reason im alive is for my mom but i cant keep doing it just for my mom.
How old are you? You sound too young to be considering this. It’s also quite difficult, especially if you’re looking at methods requiring a partner. Keep checking in with us.
im 17