Apparently aspects of anxiety can lead into depersonalization…. something that I do honestly think I have. Depersonalization is apparently fairly common… anyone out there who feels that they’re depersonalised?
http://m3playalm.hubpages.com/hub/anxiolytics
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I definitely did when i was younger. It still happens from time to time. Its like my favorite radiohead song. “How To Disappear Completely” I’m not here this isn’t happening…
My thoughts on depersonalization, it seriously sucks.
Living life in a dream, shrouded by a haze or some fog and living your life as if your just a spectator absolutely sucks.
Having dealt with it for quite a long time, I can say it’s manageable if your not in too much of a corrupt state of kind, but if you are, it can prove to be extremely detrimental to your well being.
I really hate that weird feeling of not being “connected” to your body or actions.
What do you mean?
As soon as I had my mouth filled with mercury fillings at 12 years old, I have suffered from depersonilzation, depression, insomnia, anger and lost my will to live. Its been a living hell. Are you sure you aren’t poisoned too?
I don’t have any fillings but someone I know does. Depersonalization is a derivative of anxiety (sometimes)…. I have social anxiety that is sometimes paralyzing.
The person I know with fillings has depersonalised
Well, that could be the problem. I went from straight A’s, very athletic, even student body president, to being unable to ever communicate properly. Started self-medicating at 14. Mercury is the 2nd most toxic poison on the plamet, second only to plutonium. It is used in most lower socioeconomic areas, prisons, military, etc. It destroys lives. Usually if you look in Alzheimer’s mouths, they are filled w/ mercury.
This is all by design.
Depersonalization sucks, specially when it kind of “fluctuates” it’s levels through the day. I find it specially difficult to deal with when i’ve had little to no sleep (which is often because i have chronic insomnia), and it does cripple your ability to function “normally”. If i had a penny for every time i’ve had to quickly go away and make up lame excuses later… i’d have lots of spare change, heh.