I just dont see the point of why i should continue strugling to survive. It’s as if im surviving to endure more pain. I just dont want to hurt anymore… Cry myself to sleep… Beg for love and attention… Feel fear… I feel sooo empty. I just wanna go.
I feel you, I feel the same way. Are you planning on it or just thinking about it? I go in and out of waves of suicidal thoughts to just feeling blah to just feeling ok, its like a cycle. It would be nice to have a boyfriend or someone to love me, then I would not feel so useless. I have a dog though I love him, but it would be nice to have a boyfriend. I am a girl by the way.
I also feel completely hopeless and alone. Feel like no one loves me and never will. I don’t know what to say:( It does give me a tiny tiny bit of pleasure to know that I’m not totally alone feeling that way.
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I feel you, I feel the same way. Are you planning on it or just thinking about it? I go in and out of waves of suicidal thoughts to just feeling blah to just feeling ok, its like a cycle. It would be nice to have a boyfriend or someone to love me, then I would not feel so useless. I have a dog though I love him, but it would be nice to have a boyfriend. I am a girl by the way.
I also feel completely hopeless and alone. Feel like no one loves me and never will. I don’t know what to say:( It does give me a tiny tiny bit of pleasure to know that I’m not totally alone feeling that way.