So, I will maybe make a journal to force me stop eating until death.
Next month, I will be completely alone in the flat for 2 months, so it would be easy to let me die. It’s ideal.
I hope I will become very weak, and the death will be sweet.
I tried some times, but there have been things that made me consider that hope in my life was still possible. I was wrong everytime.
I have no money, because unemployed, and the social help stopped, and I won’t ask them another help, I have one month, and I won’t be tempted to buy food, because I have no money, it’s ideal.
I know it can take more than 40 days. I hope I won’t abandon this project.
I regret it’s so long, but I wasn’t able to find a drug to stop my life.
I don’t know how what I should let before my death, a letter or something.
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Hey u said next month u l b all alon at ua plac… Means now a dys u r stayng wit som1 i mean family o somthng?? R8??
Actually I wanted to do water fasting for one month not because I thought it would kill me but because I watched some videos of someone ‘Loren Lockman’ he claim it’s very good for health. But my parents made me to break it after three days…
. Few months back I read some news of a guy who ate nothing for three months but he still survived so I think two months will not be enough.
Please do not do this. I was anorexic for nearly two years and I had not died. I just felt too exhausted to do anything. And it wouldn’t be a painless death. You would slowly feel your body shutting down part by part and essentially feeling your body eat away at itself.
I don’t really know you very well but you’ve commented on my post and I’ve read your previous one and that’s helped me understand you some. I promise this isn’t the way your life should be. Just please be strong.
try something else. this will surely backfire and super painful
how old are you? just be patient.. things will work out.