I’m nervous about leaving my stuff behind. Im nervous of getting caught. I’m nervous of having to jump coz all trains are built the same. I’ve never been so nervous. I just want the suffering over with.
I don’t know what to do at this point. The guy I loved isn’t on my side the way I would need someone to be. He’s turned so cold to me since he got a girl interested in him, so no more tenderness towards me only this hard ass miserable shot I can’t handle.
I don’t think jumping from a train will do anything more than a few broken bones and a trip to the hospital. I know that you’re in pain… I’ve read your posts and you want out. That said, I think you need to rethink your approach… I know that you have mentioned money limits things for you. I understand this front… but there are ways that would be better… I won’t go into details.
I know you’re hurt. I want nothing but peace for you.
Sorry your facing all these dilemmas. I wish there was an easier way out of this world. Unfortunately, if a door seems to open, it leads to a freaking wall. I know you wanna die now and can’t stand not having a method. It really sucks. It’s like torture. Only a barbaric society would keep peaceful methods, like Nembuthal, away from us. The only place America has them is in vet clinics. When it comes to shotguns, some are as low as 300 dollars, but that’s still a lot of money. I wish I could give you better advice but in your situation it seems like there’s not many suicide options.
There is the exit bag option. All you need is a plastic bag and some helium gas, which you can rent in any party shop. Very cheap and very secure. Recommended by physicians. Just google for “exit bag”.
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Don’t jump on a train, it’s not a good method. The risk of disabilities are too high.
What am I to do? A gun is too expensive to get in this state. I’m scared but I need out. I’m on the train now to go out to the rural areas.
Why would you be jumping on a train?
I don’t know what to do at this point. The guy I loved isn’t on my side the way I would need someone to be. He’s turned so cold to me since he got a girl interested in him, so no more tenderness towards me only this hard ass miserable shot I can’t handle.
So… what do you need exactly?
I need a certain way to die. These trains seem to move very slow and there are cops everywhere!!
I don’t think jumping from a train will do anything more than a few broken bones and a trip to the hospital. I know that you’re in pain… I’ve read your posts and you want out. That said, I think you need to rethink your approach… I know that you have mentioned money limits things for you. I understand this front… but there are ways that would be better… I won’t go into details.
I know you’re hurt. I want nothing but peace for you.
Sorry your facing all these dilemmas. I wish there was an easier way out of this world. Unfortunately, if a door seems to open, it leads to a freaking wall. I know you wanna die now and can’t stand not having a method. It really sucks. It’s like torture. Only a barbaric society would keep peaceful methods, like Nembuthal, away from us. The only place America has them is in vet clinics. When it comes to shotguns, some are as low as 300 dollars, but that’s still a lot of money. I wish I could give you better advice but in your situation it seems like there’s not many suicide options.
There is the exit bag option. All you need is a plastic bag and some helium gas, which you can rent in any party shop. Very cheap and very secure. Recommended by physicians. Just google for “exit bag”.