Another night. I’m by myself in my room and my mind is racing, a million different thoughts going through my head. My boyfriend won’t answer don’t have many friends it’s just me myself and not I but my thoughts. They haunt me at 1 in the morning they are the reason I can’t sleep. I’m scared of being cheated on being left. Sometimes I’m just so scared. But then when I’m by myself I just feel empty. Like there is no one there in the end. My thoughts are my enemy. I hate being alone. I just want someone who is there when I need them and I can do the same, I thought I found it. But who knows. I don’t know that’s for sure. -inside my mind it’s a mess. I know I need help but I don’t know what to do.
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Hey.. I know that feeling, I truly do. In fact, I just made a post about it. I am so paranoid that I’m losing him, though everyone is saying, “No, you’re fine, he loves you!” I, too, am awake at all odd hours of the night worrying, stuck alone in my own head with my thoughts, and I cannot ever get a decent night’s rest. I feel empty, hollow, lifeless, when I’m all alone, and it’s a frightening prospect… Would you be my friend, even if just for a night? I need one right now too. You can email me at: bobsayshello2013@gmail.com …. or you can message me on Kik, my username is: chynnarae97 … Message me if you want to.
Lostallhope.com is the very first site I visited 5 years ago. Pills are the least reliable method for ending ones life. My first choice is the Golden Gate, and I still may go that way. But if I had a gun I wouldn’t hesitate to use it right now.
I’m just worn down and tired of everything. Most of all I just cannot bear the loneliness. I have absolutely no reason to keep on living. Useless and without worth.
sorry – replied to wrong post