I met up with my little brother in Victoria today. Fuckin’ cool meeting of the great minds. He’s been goin through some intense changes himself but im glad to see he’s pushing through and making necessary changes. Such a beautifully intense conversation about our current transformations. I’m finally embracing my trans identity and confronting and riding the emotions head on. Such a beautiful freedom. Scary as fuck as I fight my inner judgments and christian past. Fuck it. I feel it, I’m going to do it. Transgender is a fuckin’ gorgeous thing. Such a heavy burden to bear if filled with self hate and fear.
It’s psychological and spiritual. It’s been the seat of much of my rage manifesting the past year. my own self hate for these feelings projecting into my external universe. Painting all things red. No more. I’ll embrace my rainbow spirit. Maybe I’m a lesbian in a male body? Who fuckin’ knows. I do. Lemme just ride this giddy wave. Leave my past and the fear of judgment behind. thank the lawd
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The best thing about being a woman
Is the prerogative to have a little fun
So many Shania Twain references. xD
it really is a GORGEOUS thang. its so liberating. but holy fuck is it scary
Don’t let fear stop you. Best of luck with each step.
I was wondering how long it was going to take until someone made a shania twain cross-reference, lol.
Embrace what you have. The world’s a beast; it will compell you to curbe things into its own wish,but you definitely gotta fuck that shit and go ahead! Go incredible,go flawless. Good day,mate.