i feel very depressed today the only thing that im thinking about is death. i crave for the peace that you guys talk about yet at the same time i want to hve a future i dont know what to do anymore. peace or future which one.
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What is the root cause of your depression? Do you know what it is? Share as much or little as you would like.
i have no idea what it is if im thinking correctly youre asking how it all started then im not entirely sure but i think it was out of lonliness an my strict parents who still dont allow me to do very much.
What do you believe you can do to vanquish your depression or to at least lessen (mitigate) it? While you are waiting on your other half, do all that you can to prepare and better YOURSELF to be that right person for your future mate. Then one day when you are not even thinking about it or be looking for it (but ARE all ready), that other half who has been looking for you all along will see you and make that approach and it will all just click from there.
If you have low self-esteem (not trying to assume, just giving an example), it’s probably best to not get involved or get into a terrible relationship just to have someone. Work on yourself, and when the time is right, when “all the stars align” and all the variables are in place, it will happen. Until then, get some goals going for yourself and get yourself to that most awesome place in life where you are beaming with as much confidence as you possibly can and that other half will notice.
Well, at least you’ve recognize that you have had a very strict family; that is the first step to finding a solution — after you’ve id’ed the problem. If you can move out, move out and never look back and chase your dreams and goals, fulfill your greatest potential in this one life.
Since you wrote this “…it was out of lonliness an my strict parents who still dont allow me to do very much….” I really think you should choose “future” over “peace”. Things will change for you once you are older and have more freedom and don’t have to live with parents. Everything got so much better of me after my high school years and you don’t want to miss your 20s. …. also you what if death is not “peace”, what if it hurts, or you botch it and wind up a vegetable, or there is really a after life where you are all alone and isolated or you go to hell.
thank you
Honestly I’m in the same page lately. I’m hurting .. a lot but at the same time I have so many dreams that I wish I could come true … It’s a battle .. and endless battle but you’ll have to choose which fight to join … Me? 80% chose giving up and the other 20% is in a “maybe I can do this” state. All I can say right now is that talking it out or at least writing down and sharing with people who share some of the feelings with you is something that will make you feel a little better. It won’t give you an answer but it’s gonna make you feel much better