Just letting some randos know that I’m going to end it. Gotta act fast, as my condition is worsening, and I can already barely walk.
I’m going with a drop-hang. Can’t find a gun.
I’ll be sorry for whoever finds me, but at least they’ll have something dramatic to talk about with their friends. Imagine the mawkish, self-serving Facebook post! So many likes.
I’ll be especially sorry for my mother. My poor, hardworking, lonely mother. I am all she really has, and I am worthless: if I don’t end it, she continues to suffer through my deteriorating health, and if I do, I also end her life in a way.
But, I believe she’ll recover. And she’ll have a decade or two of relative peace afterward.
And I shall be free of “this long disease, my life” — absolute curse that it has been.
Remember: “Diese Welt ist der Wille zur Macht — und nichts außerdem!”
So fuck my life! ciao!
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You are NOT worthless. Life can be an absolute ***** but don’t let that ***** (life) get you down. Don’t forget that life can also be amazing and beautiful. I’ve know a few people who due to illness have become unable to walk and have to use a wheelchair. You’re not alone. I expect your illness affects more than just your legs but there are new medicines being developed all the time.. who knows what’s just round the corner. x
Sorry you’ve been living with deteriorating health… sorry you’ve found yourself here. Best wishes with whatever you decide. I hope you find relief.
Just about anyone that knows how to use the word mawkish I would like to call a friend.
Randos I’m not so sure about.
Peace be with you.
I hope you find peace (hopefully in life).
doomcow88,
“I’m going with a drop-hang” wonderful everyone will love to see that! it will stick in their minds forever! i would rethink that method!