I am so confused. Why do i constantly think things will get better. I swear i will never think like that again. What’s the point??? I hate me…so i know you hate me. No surprise. Fuck this shit. Fuck trying.
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I understand. It’s like being on a roller coaster; we go up and down and can’t predict when it’ll stop. I would hope you’d continue trying, even if it seems useless. I’m sorry you’re feeling down.
Why not trying, you have nothing to lose…
I feel like the more i try the more they hate me
Ignore them (whoever they are).
Honestly, things will never get truly better without getting worse first. There will be times where you fall back with a vengeance. Keep going.
Not everybody hates you. We don’t hate you here.
Keep trying for yourself, not for the people who are causing you problems.
I have felt like that most of my life! The only thing that’s changed the worst of my thinking and feeling has been chanting Nam Myoho Renge Kyo.
I’ve erased three badly humours comments I’ve written here. I just want you to know I’m here and reading your posts. I know it is tough.
I feel like it seems so simple but just to hard
It is simple and hard at the same time. We have this thing called an ego and it tells us who were are. The ego gets really crazy when you try to change yourself. Many times, rather than learning a healthier way to live life, the ego throws a tantrum and plunges you into depression. The ego isn’t very smart.
Having hope without letting setbacks crush you… To stand up to the criticisms of others without giving into rage… Ultimately, to live yourself… All require new ways of thinking, new ways of dealing with stress.
Agh…
Ultimately, to love yourself… All require new ways of thinking, new ways of dealing with stress. The ego gets damn stubborn when you try to do that.
The ego sucks. On the other hand it keeps us from looking at a tree and imagining that will be our next girlfriend. Yeah, it’s weird.