Do you guys just wish you were never born..I do. I wish I never had to experience any of this. Is all this suffering worth it?? I’m so fucking tired just let me sleep forever.
Hell no! I hate my now life, but I’ve had some of the best times. If I had of managed to hang myself at 11 I would have missed some if the best times.
Two years after I tried to kill myself my mom opened a bar and I had the most wonderful time working there. Drunk adults! Classic 70s music! The first Pong machine! Prostitutes! Shell shocked Viet Nam vets! Really, and I mean really, bad advice delivered from a bar stool! 2nd hand cigarette smoke!
It was magical!!!
So, in summary, glad I was born, not at all fucking happy now.
You’re not alone there, I’ve wished I was never born in addition to having a personal disliking for the two dysfunctional so called parents that brought me into this nightmare.
As for your question, is the suffering worth it? Speaking for myself, I’ve gained much knowledge through my suffering so only at the end will I know if the knowledge was worth such torment.
The jury’s still out, I’ll have to get back to you on that one.
I am still trying to figure out if it will be worth it in the end. I am there with you struggling. Maybe, it will be worth it in the end. We never know what the future holds for us. Good luck.
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It’d sure make life easier.
I hope it will be worth it in the end.
Hell no! I hate my now life, but I’ve had some of the best times. If I had of managed to hang myself at 11 I would have missed some if the best times.
Two years after I tried to kill myself my mom opened a bar and I had the most wonderful time working there. Drunk adults! Classic 70s music! The first Pong machine! Prostitutes! Shell shocked Viet Nam vets! Really, and I mean really, bad advice delivered from a bar stool! 2nd hand cigarette smoke!
It was magical!!!
So, in summary, glad I was born, not at all fucking happy now.
Sorry you feel like you want to be erased. 🙁
You’re not alone there, I’ve wished I was never born in addition to having a personal disliking for the two dysfunctional so called parents that brought me into this nightmare.
As for your question, is the suffering worth it? Speaking for myself, I’ve gained much knowledge through my suffering so only at the end will I know if the knowledge was worth such torment.
The jury’s still out, I’ll have to get back to you on that one.
Oh yeah all the time. I nearly died before birth. Damn doctors playing god…had to go and take me out and bring me into this world.
I am still trying to figure out if it will be worth it in the end. I am there with you struggling. Maybe, it will be worth it in the end. We never know what the future holds for us. Good luck.
Wish I had a time machine to go back and accomplish an abortion on my self. I’d miss nothing if I didn’t exist.
I wish my parents just gave up on having more children. I don’t know why they wanted so many; I never get a clear answer from them.