I really wanna go back to the psych unit because I fucking hate being in the real world because people expect things of me and when im there no one expects anything but for me to be sad and thats really all i can do and i hate people in my school because they dont understand how sensitive i am and i really wanna kill myself just to prove them a fucking point and no one understands me and just kinda laughs at the weird things i do when im trying to be serious and im just done being the only person in the whole world who understands how and who i am
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It is very possible that nobody will ever really understand you. They might still love and get used to you, though. Not everybody. Very few people. Still, better to be on the outside of a psych unit where you have freedom to try new things now and then, when you feel safe and when they suit you. A psych unit is no place to live.
I’m just tired of living. And in the psych unit, you’re not expected to be alive besides actual physical breathing. The other stuff doesn’t really matter. No progress of who you are as a person is expected.
I like to smoke so I can’t stay in the psych unit. But that is no life Audrey. C’mon you might as well go out in glory or at least try. You can’t stay in a psych ward your entire life, that’s not right.
Go to India. When I was 19 and saw no point in life I went to India. Since then I have at least always had the thought ”Thank God i’m not in India”.
That sounds like a joke. I’m not even kidding. I did that.
I know, I’m just wishful thinking. Ill be fine eventually but I got just really mad today and came home and hurt myself and I cant tell my mom cause she’ll freak out and bring me back there and shed be mad at me and i know i need more help but school in our society is more valued than your mental health so yeah
When you get mad, don’t take it out on yourself. It isn’t you, it is them. You’re not mad, they really are all the shitty things you think they are. They can’t help it though. We are all mice in a lab *shudder*
I like cheese. 😉
Sorry… I’ll go now… :(((
What do you mean that were all mice in a lab? And haha Wrath_Hurricane, that was random