I want to die but I can’t die.It will destroy my family, what’s left from it. I don’t see a point in living this life. My atheist beliefs destroyed me, it’s like what can be better than going into the nothingness you came from or search for the unknown. Sadly, I am a person that has a big IQ . And persons with high intelligence tend more to go insane. My experiences in life turned me to believe in nothing, somehow deep down I still hope for something but what can be better than eternal tranquility? I also suffered from anxiety and depression and with this relapse the insomnia started again and I can’t function. I am affraid I might turn into a zombie. The only thing that comforts me is that after I die it’s over.
I have also 2 methods in mind that can be applied. I can’t tell them here because of the rules.One contains a rope and the other one a bullet. The thing is that I get my salary in december and affraid that the guy that can provide the “toy” might figure out my desire. But I have to go through it because I can’t take anymore. I am turning 20 in december and I am thinking more developed . I need to be honest with me at least now. Why live a life if you think it’s unjoyable?
What about you guys? I think most of you are atheists. Another beliefs? I would love to hear about your opinion and experiences. Excuse me if I have mistakes in my writing.
I am also a member from march 2015 and I wonder if someone remebers kills or worthless loser. I also remember about schizophrenia222 or something with two, Salt, etc. Please reply if you know me. I also know Xirizo, Cephalus, LittleBead, Tristeza(I wonder if she’s hot) and others but forgot their nicknames. A lot of people come and go just like in life.
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Somehow I doubt your atheist beliefs destroyed you. That’s the kind of thing low-information voters say about other people.
I’m an agnostic Quaker and for me there seems to be plenty to do in the world. But if you are empty inside, an empty To Do list sounds pretty typical.
I hope you find some peace of mind. There may be something in the world worth sticking around for. Sometimes you stumble across it by chance. Sometime you have to quest for it.
If I might ask. What are you doing here?
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As a atheist and a person with an average IQ I believe in nothingness after death. My atheism has litle to do with my suicidal thoughts. I can’t say the same about my pessimism/realistic view of the world.
I’m in the same situation of you I want to die but I can’t. Or better I want to end the pain but I can’t.
an atheist* sorry for correcting
Hot lol? Me? Seriously, I can’t stop laughing. I don’t think I’m the best person to answer that because my self confidence is kinda low despite my (amazing *hair flip*) looks heh.
Just so you know, last time I heard from Killswitchon was two days ago and he was okay.
I’m an atheist too and I believe that we sleep an dreamless sleep after death. I think consciousness stops existing, but maybe some type of natural energy goes back to Earth? I don’t know. I’m still building my own beliefs.
I’m glad that I made you laugh. I will make you feel better about your life. You are pretty with your hair hah 😀
Thank you, Costy you Romeo. I hope you stay around here and make me and all the other regulars laugh more often, but the only person that can make my life better right now is myself, I gotta be my own prince this time.
PS. I just noticed a typo. I typed “an dreamless”, you forgot to correct that! :b
Hi
I’m an atheist too and my IQ apparently is decent.
Atheism has never been a problem for me and it’ll never be. I really enjoy it. I like the fact that there is no afterlife, that every thing will end for me when i die. That make want to live my live to the fullest, and i’m trying to do my best to accomplish that.
Regarding IQ i’ve heard that people with high IQ have a high probability to commit suicide. I think it’s due to overthinking.
“Intelligence is only for the depressed.” Lol
Some of them still get on just not as often as they used to its all about the timing except kills I have no clue what happened to him