How dare you choose liqour over me.!! How can you laugh and carry on while i cut and cry. Hundreds of miles away from home. No love there either. I find myself in a invisible hole my little suicidal hell hole. I never thought i would reach out to people i dont know but i need help somthing that a doctor or psychiatrist cant give me right now i need someone that understands how it feels to be blatantly fucked over by the ones you love. Just need advice to stay strong.
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Staying strong… Sometimes anger can help you but I generally don’t swing that way. Could you take a two day vacation? Fly to Pompeii and imagine the people that have given you a hard time being burried in hot ash. Make quiet falsetto “help meeee” noises. Or go camping with no electronics. Find a cheap nearby hot springs spa and sit in boiling sulfurous water all day long. This is actually pretty cheap. Just get away from all the familiar stuff.
Or take yoga. Karate. While I am not pro firearm I can’t deny there is something wicked fun in target shooting.
I definitely agree with the target shooting.
Anyway.
I understand being fucked over by loved ones… and I understand the little suicidal hell hole it puts you in. I think that getting away from your current surroundings for a little while would help clear your head, or give you a different perspective. Try to step into someone elses shoes. A pair of clogs for example. Comfy, practical, grippy, and waterproof. Or if you’re looking for something spicy, a strappy pair of stilettos.
Thanks its weird i did the whole vaca thing and cried the whole time.. I just couldnt shake depression
Well, poot. I have a rule about vacations and acid trips: Have Fun No Matter What.
You could take a young lover. Or even an old creaky lover. Never a dull moment with either.
Write erotic fiction and mail it to people that barely remember you. Like in Sunday school.
Get a haircut. Dye your hair a rad color.
Read several good books. … This is not so good for being strong. I think what you might need right now is some mental space away from the usual cast of idiots.
Keep posting here. That’s a guaranteed time waster! (I kid.)
I know that i need to get away from my current surroundings but i need something more permanent.. Sad to say but i might have to move back in with the parentals.. Yayeee. (Not really :(..)
It’s a very popular thing to do, I hear. That’s where I am atm.