her.

she is someone i like. i don t even really know know her but i already know she s someone i would love..oh..and i d so love her..she is..i don t even know how to describe her…she is the no.1 reason i smile lately. and she doesn t even have a clue on what effect she has on me or how i am using her. she just guesses… maybe it s better this way. i want her in countless ways..and maybe i d dare to want her only for myself. it s so natural to like her. i sometimes want to let her  know the core of me even with the risk of scaring her away…though she thinks she d stick around.what does she know ? maybe too much or maybe too little.. i don t know if she understands how i want to make her feel me. i don t know if i m worthy of her.. and she says i m a narcissist ..what a bad joke.been there,done that…it s no fun for others. maybe after the lessons i ve learned i d now deserve her. too bad i m not sure of it. she is and i like her…she doesn t wanna believe it…