I’m worthless to society. There, I’ve said it. There’s absolutely no use for me and there is no way I’m ever going to be of use to anyone anymore.
I’m a 41 year old man, no relation, no proper education, no job, way too insecure to even handle anything remotely relating to success and having nothing of interest to anyone. When I open my mouth nothing of interest to anybody around me comes out of it. I really am of no merit to society.
It hurts a lot to see all the people around me have wonderful complete lives, with working careers, friends, hobbies and relations. Basically the people around me are all successful… except for me. Me? I’m just the loser of the bunch. People avoid me and 5 years ago the people I considered to be friends turned out to be no friends and out to hurt me.
So I haven’t even got friends. There’s nothing of worth to live for. Yet I keep going on with existing. When will I find the strength to actually end my worthless life?
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“…5 years ago the people I considered to be friends turned out to be no friends and out to hurt me.” Screw them. They were never your friends.
Bro, I wish I could kick it with you in real life and respectfully kick some game into ya. Then we’d go talk to some women and play some pick up street ball. 41 is no age at all. Just get ready to bleed.
Hey man, be tough, get it done? You got me? Best wishes.
*…get it done.
Become a volunteer. Nobody is useless in the volunteer world.
I relate to a lot of things you said in this post, you’ve done well to live until 41 , personally I don’t even wanna live past 30
This is a problem, see… People USING others. If you are of no use to people they are gone
sorry about your so-called friends.
I’m not going to be ‘successful’ in life either. In fact why should it matter, I know in society that it does, because people have to fit this stupid mould.
You are not worthless. At the end of the day everyone will die eventually, and their ‘successes’ will go WHOOOOOOOSH into the abyss. Nobody will remember.
I’m sorry
I relate man. I am 29 damn and I feel like I don’t wanna see 30. All I can do is transmit positive vibes your way man …