Hello my lovelies š I havenāt been on here for quite some time nowā¦ I thought if I stayed away long enough, my negativity would cease to exist. That it wouldnāt affect you guys- I like bringing positivity here! I like letting you all know that you are loved and cherished are are beautiful and strong and inspiring (BECAUSE YOU ARE, YOU FUCKING FABULOUS PEOPLE YOU) but Iā¦ you know what? Never mind. Thatās all I want to say. I missed you all, and I hope I can help in any way I can š Love and hugs to all *opens arms for giant group hug* (I do air hugs too for those who donāt like touching š )
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I almost posted something for you tonight.
š How are you? Holding onto the crazy train?
Introspective.
Touche my friend
Holidays got you wigged out?
lol you could say thatā¦
Well bless my impish heart. Hello to you, as well!
š How are you doing?
š Not too badly. Headed to bed for an early shift (and a long one). And apparently putting Cope to sleep via Skype. I like to think I have a soothing voice, but letās be real. Iām boring. š
Ah come on! I bet youāve got a snazzy voice
I was sort of wondering if you were ok, good that you posted. That said, worried about bringing negativity into a suicide site? lol. No matter what you bring weāll embrace it, plus what better date to be negative on a suicidal blog than holidays?
lol I know sounds stupid but there is already so much sadness here that I donāt want to bring anymore.
So you have been lurking in the shadows or just unplugged this whole time?
Iāve been unplugged the whole time. Tried to kill myself once- but I backed out last second. Just hasnāt been goodā¦ Iāmā¦ yeah. But Iām here atm.
You know Iām your friend right? You could have emailed me. Isolating yourself is no way to be properly crazy.
Hazydaysunflower @ gmail
Thanks! No iāll be fine donāt worry about me. You can always email me too. samhansen@sonic.net
Actually not stupid, iād say thatās pretty nice and considerate of you, but i was more going to the point that even sadness is welcomed here. And i agree with HDS, you can be collectively crazy or go insane by isolation, but the first one is the kosher way (no idea what the hell iām talking about there but i just got a laugh when i read āproperly crazyā, haha).
Donāt be surprised if you see an email from me next time Iām thinking about you and you arenāt here. Nothing elaborateā¦just a āheyā¦whacha doing?ā
Just trying to class the joint up a little Mf.
@Mf: same to you Mf. You can email me if you just need to touch some reality.
Same to both of you, most likely you can see my email in any of your posts (since iāve commented in them). HDS: i might take the offer eventually since i think diem is still dizzy from the last wall of text i sent him yesterday, haha. Thereās just something about typing on a white screen (damn you gmail) that makes me go on and on.
Iām checking on him daily. Just a little blerb asking if he is hanging in there. He seems to be stable, which is good.
Yeah, i was replying to him like right away too, until yesterday (had to study quite a lot and then just fell asleep from exhaustion), but he did seem stable, not amazingly fine but he said he had fresh fish (which is always good). I do enjoy reading his emails, at times i forget the age he has and feel like iām talking to someone my age, lol.
The world would be a little dimmer without him for sure.
Hi š please let people know on SP or friends here if you want to suicide. People care about you and want to help you. To not suicide, that is. Because you are a great addition to this website and everywhere you go š i could say that for a few here