Now I Sit Here Friendless…

Me and my sister are fraternal twins. So I mean if you have a sibling (even if you’re the same age) of course you’re going to share some things. Over the years I’ve had to share every friend group I’ve had. For the past few years I thought I finally found a friend group that I didn’t have to share. She hated all of them. Until one day she decided “Oh yeah my friends are being assholes, so while you’re in an disagreement with your best friends let me just chill with them.” Okay no, she didn’t say it like that. What she did say though was “I know that they’ve been hanging out with me a lot more than with you.”
Now I sit here friendless because they all chose her. Except maybe two people, but I know that they secretly love her more and want to be with her more. I don’t blame them, I mean I wouldn’t want to hangout with a depressing worthless piece of shit like me either.
But out of all those “friends” that I had I never thought my number one would chose her over me. But he did. They always do.
Now I sit here friendless.