i am totally alone and lonely .. I have no friends at all have no one to talk to or to see or anything else
I’ve lost all my friends for my boyfriend who had left me .. alone !
today wasn’t any better than the last whole YEAR and a half .! duh.!
I want to do something to be alive but I have nothing in mind
I want to be new when 2016 comes
I want it to be a new year not another copy of 2013 becouse after 2013 all the years was just a worst copies of it .! I want a new year to be this new year
I want to be a new person with a new thoughts ..
I want to feel like a human
I’m living in a world where the girls name should be attached to a mans name to be known .!
I don’t want to be attached to anyone
I just wanna be me
the real me with no one to attach to
I just wanna fucking live my life .!
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Yeeeeeeeeeeee, well if you lost them, in first palce its because they werent yours.. we dont need fake friends.
What i can tell you, try new things.. classes , sports, anything.. do it.. go alone .. have fun or try .. you will meet people, than friends.. and something else .. who knows..
It’s not easy ofc, but its a start.
I’m trying but I don’t know where I’m going .!
You can make friends. Its not that hard. Just get involved in something in your community and look for people to hang with. In order to make friends you have to be friendly yourself. So try to work on your social skills. You can also use places like craigslist and so forth to meet people. Make a post and tell a little something about yourself and what area you are living in. and you will eventually meet somebody that you have something in common with.
If you want to be a new person. Try reading a few books about self improvement and social skills that would help a lot. Try to have a positive attitude too. People are drawn towards others who are positive.
I’m trying all of this .. but I am just afraid of being my place forever