I just want a break

So I was brave, and went to my doctor for help. I did it. And since I did that, my friend who took space came back and is being completely supportive again. Which is good. We’ve actually talked a lot more then we did before, and it’s not always so dark like it was. I have actually been able to help him with stuff he is dealing with. So that front has been good. And he’s been honest, the only thing he won’t stand by and watch is me constantly not going to appointments and missing 3 months worth. And he said he would be more vocal, and not just when he’s walking away. So I can do that. Now the issues. My doctor found anything thing wrong with me. So another drug I have to take, and I have to be on it for 2 weeks before I can be given anti depressants. My roommate who gets money for me is refusing to buy them. My mother told me to get over myself and get a job for them. I can barely get through 3 days straight without an extreme headache that kicks me to the ground for the rest of the day. How am I supposed to work when I would barely get in 2 hours and be off for days. Nobody would hire me. I’m starting to feel overwhelmed, just like I was in December.