Im not going to give up on you. Im hurt i feel abandoned but i still love you. I don’t want you to be alone. I don’t want you to cut off your support. Im going to give you and anyone else some veteran advice. Dont assume death when planning suicide. People survive gunshots and trips off the golden gate bridge. Rare but true. No method is 100 percent. To destroy things in order to make it easier on your suicide only makes your life worse in the high likelihood of you living. I say that to say this. You’re already alive longer than you thought you would be. Idk if you really cared about me or not but i care about you. I think you did i hope so at least. Please don’t throw away your life and support. Please. No im not going to forget about you and I’m not trolling im scare I’ll lose one of my best friends and i am out of options. Please lean on the people who love you. You mean something and through all the pain you are in you know that deep down. This can really apply to a lot of us. I myself want to hang myself. The pain is unbearable but im trying all i can not too. It isn’t easy but its better than leaving a crater in my wake (which still may happen but still) i love you all we all have horrible stories and trauma but please despite it all someone loves you. Even if it is someone miles away you have never met.
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This is a great expression of love for all the people out there, out here, for all of us suffering so much.
I feel the same way, I am terrible sad, I am carrying so much pain, that you do not have idea. But I do not know why I love people, and I care for people, I just do. I know there are not way to take our life away with 100% certainly. I have watched some stories of people considering suicide and how they have been rescue or have died.
The hardest is to survive when we are nothing, when we meaning nothing, just like a piece of trash, an usable object that you can move and hurt one, and again and again. But well, I guess, we have to learn to deal even with that, no just for us, for the people that will suffer for us. We cannot be selfish, and think just in our pain and stop our pain, we must consider others.
I am sorry If I am replying to your message of hope, with something no very positive. But even your message make me sad at this point. But thanks, because sometimes, even so your message is not for me, hear from someone that do not know us, that he cares or he loves us, it is enough to walk to the next day.
Thanks.
The message is for an old friend that is rejecting me for caring. Im glad anyone else is getting anything from it. There are times when i want to die. Ive been so alone for so long. That said everyone deserves hope and love.
Sorry to hear that you are feeling that way, that you have been like that for a very long time. Surely everybody deserve love and hope and a better life. Life is not an easy road for some. I wish I could help you. Because I do not enjoy suffering of any kind. And this forum is full of people having really bad times. How could we help out all and make the life of so many different? How to put and smile in all of those that are here living day by day in sorrow? No idea, I see every day on the news, stories of love and hope, people helping each others, giving the best they can, making a difference in the life of others. I guess many of us are living with a pain hard to explain and hidden the pain from others. No one will find us, we are lost in this cyber space, of 0 and 1, we are just a nickname here, strangers looking for a word that could make us feel a little bit better. Take care, if this help you, I do not know you, but I wish you the best ever.