I am no longer suicidal even though sometimes I think death could be the answer for many people so I don’t know how you feel.
Life is really hard.
You are beautiful but your face looks so sad…. I am glad you are moving to Europe. I live in Europe as well. It can be a better place than America where 40.000 people commit suicide every year.
@hope I was at work last night when I took that photo. Decided to make a weird face? I don’t know. I can’t seem to come up with a smile anymore so that’s as close as it gets. I’ve posted here a month ago for a few weeks, so if you ever came across any of my writings it expresses a lot on how I feel and why I feel the way I do. I believe I’m going to struggle with this for the rest of my life. And I need to get out of here and I’ve wanted to move to Europe for years. So I plan on moving within the year. Hoping that it’ll be a better place for me. Leave everything behind.
@king thank you. And there’s more worth living for than you think dear. It’s sometime hard to find or see, but it’s there. I live for hope in many fourms. It’s not much and nothing graspable, but it’s something.
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Wow you are beautiful, I wish I still had something worth to live for like that:/
I am no longer suicidal even though sometimes I think death could be the answer for many people so I don’t know how you feel.
Life is really hard.
You are beautiful but your face looks so sad…. I am glad you are moving to Europe. I live in Europe as well. It can be a better place than America where 40.000 people commit suicide every year.
Where in Europe are you moving too? 🙂
@hope I was at work last night when I took that photo. Decided to make a weird face? I don’t know. I can’t seem to come up with a smile anymore so that’s as close as it gets. I’ve posted here a month ago for a few weeks, so if you ever came across any of my writings it expresses a lot on how I feel and why I feel the way I do. I believe I’m going to struggle with this for the rest of my life. And I need to get out of here and I’ve wanted to move to Europe for years. So I plan on moving within the year. Hoping that it’ll be a better place for me. Leave everything behind.
@king thank you. And there’s more worth living for than you think dear. It’s sometime hard to find or see, but it’s there. I live for hope in many fourms. It’s not much and nothing graspable, but it’s something.
@king and I’m not sure yet. Possibly somewhere in wales. I have to decide my location.
Beautiful
Wow, I wish I had eyes like that! I was born with blue yes, they turned green when I was 13. And at 38, they aren’t as bright as they used to be.
You look so angelic in the picture. How old are you?
Come to London!
@whispers and stabbymike: love and thanks to you. I’ll send a proper thanks when things slow down. I decided to go into inpatient treatment.
I will give this one last shot. Thank you <3