New year, same problems
Am i good enough? No.
Will i ever be? No.
Was i ever? Definitely. Maybe.
I think thats the sad truth about everyone whos sad, and depressed,
They were brilliant, if not brilliant, they were adequate at some point of time, and then due to something or someone, now they arent good enough. And that makes them think they never were good enough.
Sure as hell thats what happened with me.
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Sui_RC ,
” Was i ever? Definitely. Maybe. ” At least you considered at one point that you were good enough … you can get back to that state of mind , one way or another , if you try hard enough , i truly believe that … because that’s the problem with us , the people with depression , anxiety and so on , it’s just in our head …
Hey BL98,
No, the problems not in my head.
The problems me.
Me.
I shouldnt be here.
I am here because of a really bad accident.
I shouldnt be here.
Trust me, things would be way better without me.
i’m not sure what do you mean by ” really bad accident ” but i can relate in some way , i was born by accident , and about ” things would be way better without me ” , i agree with you here … i find myself all the time thinking the same …
My parents had a miscarriage before i was born.
So actually if that horrible accident hadnt happened, i wouldnt be here.
Thats what i meant