People don t understand how much I hate my life, I have secrets about it like how much everybody treats me like I don’t mean anything. I wasn’t so coward and went through with my suicide, I would have been the first person in my family to commit suicide. I’ve cut, I’ve tried to commit suicide over 5 times One day I’m going to I don’t know when or how but its going to happen.
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I do not want that this happen to you. Though I agree that life is shit. More of all – I do a lot for other people, my parents for example, but they not only do not thank for it but more that that they do me bad things. I am dreaming of leaving them and going to the west of my country to just live alone and play games and read books and go for a walk when it’s nice weather, but I do not do it because of them and the cycle continues. I am waiting that God will reward for my sacrifice, but He do not do it and the cycle continues again and again.