I think we are all deeply influenced by our social relationships, but right in this moment, I feel our lives don’t depend on any of them. They change constantly. And even if they influence the way we feel about ourselves, at the end, all that maters is that we must be able to find peace about who we are…. And I am not talking about self-esteem but about something more like knowing that their way to see the world may be respectable, but so is yours.
You matter beyond them
And I know it hurts how they do matter very much… And I don’t know what your situation is… But don’t let them be the reason.
Fight for your peace of mind, in this moment I feel it is woth it.
Hope things get better for you.
That certainly is a harsh dilemma. Yeah I came from an abusive family and what you say was pretty much true in my case as well. I had people who wanted me to be alive but at the same time they were abusive to me and made me miserable. Its pretty rough. What I did was to just flat out get away from them for some years so I could sort out my own junk and build a life for myself that was worth living. Maybe you could try that. Pick up and move to another place in the world and start your life over again. You can find new people to associate with and a new life and new avenues of happiness. New Reasons for living. I wish you well.
hi hazy day. you always give me advice now I’m here for you. Right now I’m doing good actually. I’m starting to let go of my depression. I’m starting to bring colors to my life. I don’t know how I did it but I’m trying. Although I’m scared if ever my depression will come back, I might suicide. But right now I’m trying. I was save by my friends actually. And I’m trying to live a normal life now. And I know someday you will, too. Maybe not right now, but someday. It took a lot of years before I was saved and now I’m thankful. But I know someday this depression will come back if I would not fight. Remember, even though we don’t know each other, I’m hear wanting to hear your feelings and will try to help you in any way I can.
That is so nice, thank you adding this. I’m doing fairly well today. This morning I love the guy I’m married to just a little bit. Which is something to cling to.
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I think we are all deeply influenced by our social relationships, but right in this moment, I feel our lives don’t depend on any of them. They change constantly. And even if they influence the way we feel about ourselves, at the end, all that maters is that we must be able to find peace about who we are…. And I am not talking about self-esteem but about something more like knowing that their way to see the world may be respectable, but so is yours.
You matter beyond them
And I know it hurts how they do matter very much… And I don’t know what your situation is… But don’t let them be the reason.
Fight for your peace of mind, in this moment I feel it is woth it.
Hope things get better for you.
That certainly is a harsh dilemma. Yeah I came from an abusive family and what you say was pretty much true in my case as well. I had people who wanted me to be alive but at the same time they were abusive to me and made me miserable. Its pretty rough. What I did was to just flat out get away from them for some years so I could sort out my own junk and build a life for myself that was worth living. Maybe you could try that. Pick up and move to another place in the world and start your life over again. You can find new people to associate with and a new life and new avenues of happiness. New Reasons for living. I wish you well.
I’d say I’m in your shoes lately nonesistant. If you find a solution sent it my way since I almost had a gun in my mouth last month.
FTR marriage counseling can really add layers of shit on the problem.
hi hazy day. you always give me advice now I’m here for you. Right now I’m doing good actually. I’m starting to let go of my depression. I’m starting to bring colors to my life. I don’t know how I did it but I’m trying. Although I’m scared if ever my depression will come back, I might suicide. But right now I’m trying. I was save by my friends actually. And I’m trying to live a normal life now. And I know someday you will, too. Maybe not right now, but someday. It took a lot of years before I was saved and now I’m thankful. But I know someday this depression will come back if I would not fight. Remember, even though we don’t know each other, I’m hear wanting to hear your feelings and will try to help you in any way I can.
That is so nice, thank you adding this. I’m doing fairly well today. This morning I love the guy I’m married to just a little bit. Which is something to cling to.