i’m going to disappoint everyone. this time more than ever. i am a failure. i am selfish and lazy. i am a burden. i have nowhere left to run, no more excuses to hide my shame behind. i am going to get yelled at and swore at and have every terrible thing i ever believed to be true about myself confirmed. i don’t want to go through this pain again please i want to die. i’m so scared.
Jasal, I have read nearly all your posts. I can relate to so many of what you say emotionally…. You seem like a person I’d really like to have as a friend. Is there anyway to contact you privately? I’d appreciate it. 🙂
ah, i remember your comments and appreciate them. sorry for not being so responsive before. i’m not usually in a good headspace to socialize when i’m here. how does one go about exchanging contact info…? do i just have to post my email in a comment?
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Without any context, you have the choice not to for starters… Care to discuss why you feel there’s no choice?
i’m going to disappoint everyone. this time more than ever. i am a failure. i am selfish and lazy. i am a burden. i have nowhere left to run, no more excuses to hide my shame behind. i am going to get yelled at and swore at and have every terrible thing i ever believed to be true about myself confirmed. i don’t want to go through this pain again please i want to die. i’m so scared.
Jasal, I have read nearly all your posts. I can relate to so many of what you say emotionally…. You seem like a person I’d really like to have as a friend. Is there anyway to contact you privately? I’d appreciate it. 🙂
ah, i remember your comments and appreciate them. sorry for not being so responsive before. i’m not usually in a good headspace to socialize when i’m here. how does one go about exchanging contact info…? do i just have to post my email in a comment?