Welp tonight I drank about a quarter of a bottle of coricidin so that’s like what only 2 or 3 doses? I feel terrible…… I can barely stay awake, yet I can’t sleep…… It’s not pleasant, yet it is. I like this drowsyness, yet still being alert…… But I did cut myself though, that’s not exactly great…… Right before a potential job interview too (for a dishwashing position) I will probably need to show my forearms since I will probably be expected to wear short sleeves, it’s easy to do with people I don’t care about, but still these are larger than normal…. There aren’t that many only 6 that really are decent enough size to acknowledge, but they are several inches long 🙁 over 3 inches, and as deep as normal…. I’m concerned one won’t stop bleeding, I normally stop pre quickly…. I feel like I am going to pass out -_-
Why did I just do this to myself? I’m even now having thoughts about going back for round 2 it feels so good, all this wrmth ^_^ I deserve this.
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Grrrr I’m such a lightweight :/ I can’t take much of anythign -_-
welp round 2 is done, 🙁 I am probably going to fall asleep now, i just can’t stay awake I don’t think…. Good night everybody ^_^ I’m so very warm
sorry if this was sort of disturbing -_-
Shatterediris keep writing here. You are nice. hope to know from you later. I don’t know what coricidin is and I don’t want to research. But, please be ok
I’m ok, it’s nothing that bad I’m just have like no tolerance to things -_-
I just cut too. Recently I’ve been cutting my arms. I always told myself never to touch the arms, but I’ve been cutting my thighs too much, I need to give them a break and allow them to heal. So I turn to my arms.
I hope you get better, Shatterediris. I’ll be here all day if you need someone to talk to. That’s if I don’t kill myself before the end of the day.
Find something else to think of… don’t stay all day indoors… ok? Some fresh air may help
@ylem
It’s very hard to not let it move to places you don’t want it to be…. I used to always tell myself that it wouldn’t be on my arms either, and it has been there for many years now -_-
I hope you can work it out too ^_^
Welp now I am awake now, going to be going to school soon…… Everything seems fine now
Glad to hear you stopped bleeding. Interesting fact: Coricidin glass bottles from before the 1980s make excellent slides for guitar playing. Things you learn hu? I don’t even play guitar.
Still, keep your cuts clean and dry to prevent infection. Why on earth would a job ask to see your arms?
Hmmmm interesting, this is in a plastic bottle…… Never Knew that it used to come in glass (I’m not that old 🙁 ) and its mostly because they have a uniform which involves a short sleeves tea shirt, so I will have to find a way around that. And I’ve been bleeding in and off threw out the school day which is annoying -_- don’t worry I rarely get infections ^_^ I’ll be fine