Hi,
My name is Zyia Tenaglia, I’m 14.For the past 3 years I have been struggling . Nothing is the same anymore , I’m not wanted, people make that very clear. My mom basically told me I’m just her unpaid babysitter . I lived a happy life with my grandmom , I lived with her almost all my life , until the judge made me and my older sister go to live with my mom. Huge mistake , he thought that if he let us go live with her she would change . She never did , she got worse . Everyday I am verbally abused. Words hurt . I suffer from anxiety , depression , bipolar . I get called a hypercondriac by my doctors , which doesn’t make me feel any better . I don’t feel good about myself , I don’t want to look at myself in mirrors , and I hate pictures taken of me . I hate myself . I tried to commit suicide more times than I can count with my fingers. I’m just not strong enough . I tried overdosing on pills , I tried to hang myself , and I tried jumping infront of trucks . I just can’t do it . Heres why: I dont want my baby brother growing up and not knowing who his big sister was . I don’t want my grandma feeling the pain .Fuck everyone else . They could care less about me , and in about a year I would be forgotten , and everyone would move on . I mean I would forget about me too , I’m not something to be dwelled on . I try to fight the battles that get thrown at me , I’m just not strong enough . I dont want to fight anymore . I’m just done . What I’m writing about may not seem like much , but theres just too much to explain. Remeber my name , I’ll soon be gone .
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I think your a very brave person you’re not living for yourself but the people you love and that’s just a beautiful thing.I know you’ve heard this like a shitload of times probably, but think about the people you love before you do anything rash. Stay strong and Good Luck!
Hi
I don’t know where you live, but your situation is unacceptable. That is not how a fourteen-year-old girl should be living.
No one is going to change this if you don’t. You have to take action right now to get away from your mother, because she is a destructive influence in your life.
You have to go to the authorities, talk to friends’ parents, do whatever it takes to find a healthy home for you to grow up in. Whatever it takes.
You have to make clear that you are being abused.
And another thing: please DO NOT let psychiatry drug you up and leave you in limbo. I have seen that happen to so many people, including myself. DO NOT let them tell you life is hopeless, that you are wrong and do not fit in. You are a beautiful person. You are. Be yourself. Live your own life. Fight for your right to live.
^^ what he said… You are being ABUSED and need to get help
find others like u , become frnds with them . forget your mom , and love yourself a bit , that’s your only hope. nobody’s gonna come to your life and rescue you, do it yourself . You’re strong enough to do this . bye .
find others like u , become frnds with them . forget your mom , and love yourself a bit , that’s your only hope. nobody’s gonna come to your life and rescue you, do it yourself . You’re strong . bye .
I am sorry that things are so tough, honey. You sound like a caring, courageous little girl. I think what you have going for you is that you know that the way your mum is treating you is wrong. And if you know that, then you know that she is wrong. Keep your eyes on the prize sweetie. In four years (unless it is 2 years in the US), you will be an adult and you don’t need to stick around with her. Does your grandma live far from you? Maybe spend as much time there as you can.