I don’t know why I keep fighting through this shithole called life. Every force, being, and power is pushing against me, hoping to drive my head further into the darkness. The worst part is I am losing. I have to reason to push through to the invisible light at the end of hell; I have lost the traction that helped move my feet forward. I cannot do this anymore. It really is easier to let go of everything, even including yourself.
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I know how you feel. I hope things get better for you. I hope some big break comes your way.
I know that feeling all too well, but all the while you still hear a voice however faint it may be, that says “keep going”, even if it’s just taking it one day at a time, it’s saying that for a reason. I’m sorry that things have gotten to this place, please keep moving though. It’s crazy how suddenly and unexpectedly things can begin to change for the better. My heart out to you.