That’s a beautiful video, thanks for sharing it. Hopefully rocketman would come out of his cat/gf/booze life to reply to your other post, lol. It’s good to see you’re still hanging around, even if it’s struggling.
Mf; I’ve been around off and on since December, its glad to see some people are still active around here. Rocketman was one of few I was able to pour my soul out to. And vice versa.
You’re welcome though. The video is beautiful, but hits me right in the chest region when I watch it.
Drowning; Thank you, I’ve been here off and on for a few months. I’ve been struggling for months, and when ever I find my thoughts to become more serious I reside here for support. Then in term I return the gesture back to who ever I can.
HDS; really, I think about people on SP quite frequently. Wondering when I come back, who will be around. I’ve had a really big shit show lately. So it was time to sit down and talk about it. I wish it was under better circumstances to stop by.
Interesting you feel you need better circumstances to post on a suicide forum. Did you ever end up moving? You were going to move right? Or was that quit your job. I remember you stating you were going to make some significant changes in your life.
HDS; I would like to make an appearance on here when things are at least looking up a little. But it hasn’t been the case yet. It would be nice if I would just remember to login every now and then and be the one that can lend an ear.
I was going to move to Europe, you’re correct on thay. As well as I did find a new job a few months back. So you are all up to date from my last visit.
I had tried to make things better for myself, but it wasn’t the case (as usual). I am now out of a job, I got evicted from my house. I have to attend a funeral next week, and two of my family members might possibly pass away this momth as well. I’ve been through a lot in the span of about a month since my last visit. I’m again at the point where I’m ready to leave where I’m staying when no one is here. Find a nice tree to sit under on a nice spring day, then take my own life. I’ve been losing the fight once again this past month and odd days.
So I came to the conclusion to find guidence, support, and advice again. All while in the time being saying hello to some people and catching up with them.
How has everything been for you lately, fill me in if you would like to.
Wow you have been going through some real changes. My heart goes out to you. You should stick around and chat with some of the new folks here, there are not a few that are very accepting and supportive.
Me? Same old same old. Nothing much has changed. I’m still living with the guy that won’t divorce me, still employed and like my job, still have an autistic kid that swings metal chairs at his sister and gets suspended from school for stabbing people, more for the intent of the stabbing and less for the actual damage it caused.
The three chickens are still clucking, the Buff Orpington still not laying eggs and insisting on crowing at the crack of dawn. You know. Living.
HDS; I’m actually glad to hear that life has been the same. It’s better than life getting worse. Any events or something not your every day average go on since I’ve been in the back of the burner?
Yeah I will be typing everything out once again tomorrow. Everything that has been going on in my life from where I last left SP with. It’s been pretty bad. I’m lucky I have food to eat (which I barely eat anyways when I’m struggling with depression and such. But it’s food.) and a roof over my head. In all honesty besides those two things, the only other thing that’s going well is I have a pay as you go phone to be able to find a job, and I’ve been job hunting. So yeah it’s been pretty bad.
My chicken has stopped laying eggs, awaiting to be butchered or a house pet.
But I need to try and fall asleep, so I will be putting my phone down for the rest of the night. I need to be awake in 6 hours. Which means I will probably get 2 hours of sleep. I will stop in again tomorrow sometime in the afternoon. Good hearing from you.
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That’s a beautiful video, thanks for sharing it. Hopefully rocketman would come out of his cat/gf/booze life to reply to your other post, lol. It’s good to see you’re still hanging around, even if it’s struggling.
Mf; I’ve been around off and on since December, its glad to see some people are still active around here. Rocketman was one of few I was able to pour my soul out to. And vice versa.
You’re welcome though. The video is beautiful, but hits me right in the chest region when I watch it.
Welcome back I’m fairly new been here a few months
Drowning; Thank you, I’ve been here off and on for a few months. I’ve been struggling for months, and when ever I find my thoughts to become more serious I reside here for support. Then in term I return the gesture back to who ever I can.
I was actually thinking about you yesterday. The bar with all the skulls came to mind.
It is nice to see you are back regardless of the sad circumstances.
HDS; really, I think about people on SP quite frequently. Wondering when I come back, who will be around. I’ve had a really big shit show lately. So it was time to sit down and talk about it. I wish it was under better circumstances to stop by.
Interesting you feel you need better circumstances to post on a suicide forum. Did you ever end up moving? You were going to move right? Or was that quit your job. I remember you stating you were going to make some significant changes in your life.
That video was really pretty.
HDS; I love it.
HDS; I would like to make an appearance on here when things are at least looking up a little. But it hasn’t been the case yet. It would be nice if I would just remember to login every now and then and be the one that can lend an ear.
I was going to move to Europe, you’re correct on thay. As well as I did find a new job a few months back. So you are all up to date from my last visit.
I had tried to make things better for myself, but it wasn’t the case (as usual). I am now out of a job, I got evicted from my house. I have to attend a funeral next week, and two of my family members might possibly pass away this momth as well. I’ve been through a lot in the span of about a month since my last visit. I’m again at the point where I’m ready to leave where I’m staying when no one is here. Find a nice tree to sit under on a nice spring day, then take my own life. I’ve been losing the fight once again this past month and odd days.
So I came to the conclusion to find guidence, support, and advice again. All while in the time being saying hello to some people and catching up with them.
How has everything been for you lately, fill me in if you would like to.
Wow you have been going through some real changes. My heart goes out to you. You should stick around and chat with some of the new folks here, there are not a few that are very accepting and supportive.
Me? Same old same old. Nothing much has changed. I’m still living with the guy that won’t divorce me, still employed and like my job, still have an autistic kid that swings metal chairs at his sister and gets suspended from school for stabbing people, more for the intent of the stabbing and less for the actual damage it caused.
The three chickens are still clucking, the Buff Orpington still not laying eggs and insisting on crowing at the crack of dawn. You know. Living.
HDS; I’m actually glad to hear that life has been the same. It’s better than life getting worse. Any events or something not your every day average go on since I’ve been in the back of the burner?
Yeah I will be typing everything out once again tomorrow. Everything that has been going on in my life from where I last left SP with. It’s been pretty bad. I’m lucky I have food to eat (which I barely eat anyways when I’m struggling with depression and such. But it’s food.) and a roof over my head. In all honesty besides those two things, the only other thing that’s going well is I have a pay as you go phone to be able to find a job, and I’ve been job hunting. So yeah it’s been pretty bad.
My chicken has stopped laying eggs, awaiting to be butchered or a house pet.
But I need to try and fall asleep, so I will be putting my phone down for the rest of the night. I need to be awake in 6 hours. Which means I will probably get 2 hours of sleep. I will stop in again tomorrow sometime in the afternoon. Good hearing from you.