As I try to remember the sound of your voice
I can’t help but wonder if we made the right choice
To let go the special bond that we used to have
To say goodbye to times that made us laugh
Now I sit here alone with guilt and regret
Tortured by the past that I cannot forget
Tormented by overwhelming misery
While Looking back at my decisions bitterly
I know we decided to go apart
But doing so shattered my heart
I have been trying to put it back together
But the important pieces are lost forever
Our lives will now never be the same
All this I have myself to blame
Unable to hold on what matters the most
That failure haunts me like a ghost
No matter how long or how much they weigh
I deserve all the suffering coming my way
I cannot forgive for what I have done
For forgiveness I truly deserve none
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wow.. i relate to every word.. that was amazing..
I literally copy pasted this to an old friend of mine.
He’s probably NEVER EVER going to read it.
But…man that poetry,
And how much I relate.