I’m actually happy and in a good mood from listening to a long bunch of good music and talking to good peeps and yet I cant stop thinking about death hmm maybe im just obsessed now…
I never understand it myself. I can be happy some days, but the thought of killing myself never goes away. Right now, I’m in need of real genuine smiles. I’m tired of faking.
Me too, I always act so happy and polite in public around anyone but most of the time inside I hate most of them and just want to leave (both physical walk away and go home as well as end it)
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I feel the same way .. but it’s ok.. I want to have a few smiles before I go soon..
Soon 🙁 you betta have some damn smiles
Dont feel bad thats how i was last night
I never understand it myself. I can be happy some days, but the thought of killing myself never goes away. Right now, I’m in need of real genuine smiles. I’m tired of faking.
Me too, I always act so happy and polite in public around anyone but most of the time inside I hate most of them and just want to leave (both physical walk away and go home as well as end it)
Sometimes I keep smiling when someone is talking to me, while in my head I’m yelling… Someone please kill me now!!