I sometimes wish to die even though I’m not depressed. I don’t want to sound psychopathic, but I guess I like the word death. I want to get away with this world. I hate myself. I’m fat, stupid, insane, selfish… I don’t actually know my real personality. It changes every time I feel different, or when the place changes. Please, don’t hate on me or something… This is my first post and my only place I can be me, maybe. I hope I can find my real self one day.
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Hi there.. welcome.. always feel free to share here… I understand you post… it is hard to know exactly who you are when everyone has their idea of who they want you to be.. if you need a friend, I am here .
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hello sweetheart , welcome to SP . Feel free to share with us . And don’t worry , here , we all have that one bit of craziness
I know how you feel about not knowing who you are, but I think it’s ok not to have to define yourself, no one’s personality is static or can be constantly defined by whatever words you might want to use.
Of course we won’t hate on you, we’re all here to talk and listen about, yeah, death. No one here is gonna think you’re weird for that because literally all of us think about it probably more than is normal.