Same here. I have dreamt of how I would change things. How I would apply myself at school because I let my depression get the best of me. You arent alone here.
Yeah I wish I could go back in time too. I made some stupid mistakes when I was young.. and man I wish I could go back and do many things differently. But unfortunately I eagerly looked for a Rewind button for life. But I have yet to find one. As far as I know there is no rewind button for life, we cant go backwards. We can only go forward > that’s the bad news. The good news is that as we CAN make changes to our lives NOW.
The past is what it is. You cant do anything about back then. But you can make changes to your life NOW and the changes that you make NOW can positively effect your life NOW and for your future.
not if your body has already been destroyed. You have no idea how shitty life is after that. I know you’re trying to help by being all optimistic and cheerful, but life is damn shitty. And physically painful, especially when you’re broken in so many places. I need a new body. Probably need a new brain too. And a new life. Sadly, no stores carry what I need. All fresh out of a new body and life.
Well I actually think you couldn’t be able to do things differently because now you are forgeting a lot of details of what happened and of why you end up doing what you did. So, beleve you did the best you could, given the circumstances. Life sometimes comes in loops so maybe it is more important to think how you are going to react now from your actual circumstances.
Well that’s assuming you lose all memory. I’d want to time travel, like in the movies, and fix some things so that I wouldn’t wind up where I am now. Yeah yeah, butterflies. But if your life is so messed up the odds off it getting worse instead of better is smaller. It all depends on how fucked up your life is. And I’m not one of you young folks who only have depression, not that having depression is fun. I’ve had a lifetime of abuse and trauma, then a whole host of physical ailments that stole my life starting at 23. I couldn’t begin to tell you the shit that’s happened to my body. So yes, I would redo my life if I could. I would go back in time and change everything if I could.
bah, i get what your saying, but it’s wishful thinking, of course we can’t do that, we are stuck with are past we can only apply what we learn from our mistakes to the future, how’s that? you can go to the future! you can change the future by your actions today!! hey i think i said something intelligent!!! i’m so fucking proud of myself i think i’ll pour myself another vodka!!! and try to do the moonwalk? 🙂
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Same here. I have dreamt of how I would change things. How I would apply myself at school because I let my depression get the best of me. You arent alone here.
Yeah I wish I could go back in time too. I made some stupid mistakes when I was young.. and man I wish I could go back and do many things differently. But unfortunately I eagerly looked for a Rewind button for life. But I have yet to find one. As far as I know there is no rewind button for life, we cant go backwards. We can only go forward > that’s the bad news. The good news is that as we CAN make changes to our lives NOW.
The past is what it is. You cant do anything about back then. But you can make changes to your life NOW and the changes that you make NOW can positively effect your life NOW and for your future.
not if your body has already been destroyed. You have no idea how shitty life is after that. I know you’re trying to help by being all optimistic and cheerful, but life is damn shitty. And physically painful, especially when you’re broken in so many places. I need a new body. Probably need a new brain too. And a new life. Sadly, no stores carry what I need. All fresh out of a new body and life.
hey bah… you going to keep up with the fights tonight?
Well I actually think you couldn’t be able to do things differently because now you are forgeting a lot of details of what happened and of why you end up doing what you did. So, beleve you did the best you could, given the circumstances. Life sometimes comes in loops so maybe it is more important to think how you are going to react now from your actual circumstances.
Well that’s assuming you lose all memory. I’d want to time travel, like in the movies, and fix some things so that I wouldn’t wind up where I am now. Yeah yeah, butterflies. But if your life is so messed up the odds off it getting worse instead of better is smaller. It all depends on how fucked up your life is. And I’m not one of you young folks who only have depression, not that having depression is fun. I’ve had a lifetime of abuse and trauma, then a whole host of physical ailments that stole my life starting at 23. I couldn’t begin to tell you the shit that’s happened to my body. So yes, I would redo my life if I could. I would go back in time and change everything if I could.
bah, i get what your saying, but it’s wishful thinking, of course we can’t do that, we are stuck with are past we can only apply what we learn from our mistakes to the future, how’s that? you can go to the future! you can change the future by your actions today!! hey i think i said something intelligent!!! i’m so fucking proud of myself i think i’ll pour myself another vodka!!! and try to do the moonwalk? 🙂