been in the darkness so long so the darkness is what I became
my world is dark only one way to release the pain
i befriened the steel in the darkness she knows how to ease my pain
alone in the dark no one can hear you scream you can open your mouth but no sound comes out
physical pain is my only release
alone in the dark with the demons and me
The river runs red but it all in my head
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OMG D, that is beautiful. You and I speak the same language. I miss my steel. I haven’t touched it in almost 2 weeks if I’m not mistaken. I crave it so bad, especially today. Today I crave all kinds of pain. Whips and chains and everything in between. The demons in me are slowly eating away at me and I can’t have the one thing that gives me relief. I guess that’s why I’ve turned to over-medicating. I’ve found another friend to help me with the pain…
Hay Lem how r u that’s good u haven’t cut in two weeks I’m proude of u 🙂