RIP my beloved BUSH

Not ever getting to know her is one of the regrets I’ll now carry with me along my journey. Yes, I’ll listen to your songs.

I wish she could have had a chance to read, “Steps Toward Inner Peace,” ; it might have saved her. But at least she is at peace now. The tears I shed are not for her, but for those of us she left behind.

Now you have piqued my curiosity, SportsNut. If you want to join me in my travels, you will certainly be welcome! With that thought in mind, I’ll leave you with a little tune I wrote a while back… the title? What else: I AM THE BLUES

I got rocks in my pockets, an’ holes in my shoes
Yeah, I said, got rocks in my pockets, an’ holes in my shoes
If ya aint got nothin’, ya gots nothin’ to lose

I aint gonna worry none, if you come back or no
I said to my baby, aint gonna worry none, if you come back or no
If ya no more want me ‘round here, I’ll just pack-up my things an’ go

I don’t cares if I live—or if I die
Ya know, I don’t cares if I live—or if I die
An’ I don’t know why—why I even try

‘cause I got no career ambitions, an’ I gots nothin’ to lose
Yeah, I said got no career ambitions, an’ gots nothin’ to lose
Girl you wonder why I sit here all day an’ play — I am the blues

Yeah, if I didn’t have no bad luck, I’d have no luck at all
Ya know, if I didn’t have no bad luck, woman I’d have no luck at’ll
So ya know it don’t matter none, if I stand or if I fall

Ya might as well leave me woman; I gots nothin’ to lose
I said, ya might as well leave me woman; I gots nothin’ to lose
Girl ya wonder why I sit here all day an’ play — I am the blues

Spoken: You know, my luck is so bad, every time a black cat crosses my path—
I feel sorry for the cat! [laughs hauntingly]

Hey SportsNut, concerning the email thing, since I don’t have a personal email anymore, a friend of mine has allowed me the use of his… but he asked me not to post it on THIS site (due to all of the search engines indexing this site and the taboo of suicide in general; I understand his concern) and so I must respect his request. If you want to post your email here, then I’ll contact you. If you don’t want to post your email on this site, I completely understand.