I’ve had a long life full of pain. It wears you down. I’ve tried for so long, only to fail over and over. I just don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this. I don’t see the point anymore.
I am in awe of your ability to survive your struggle to this point. In awe of everyone here who has been struggling for years and are still here. I hate how members of my family, in their decisions to take their own lives, have left a certain invitation to do the same when times get tough. Albeit I may just be a stranger, from far away who you’ve never met in person, I am in admiration of your perseverance.
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I feel for you, Himitsu. I really do. I’ve been struggling for 50 years. I don’t see the point anymore either.
@himitsu: how are you doing tonight? Sounds like you are having a rough day.
I am tired also! Here we all are. Welcome to a place where you can be yourself!
Kind of like Cheers…but I wouldn’t trust the drinks.
I am in awe of your ability to survive your struggle to this point. In awe of everyone here who has been struggling for years and are still here. I hate how members of my family, in their decisions to take their own lives, have left a certain invitation to do the same when times get tough. Albeit I may just be a stranger, from far away who you’ve never met in person, I am in admiration of your perseverance.