This Sunday is gonna be it. I can’t keep waking up in a panic and acting out of control.
I’ll be trying the exit bag with helium.
Failing that, well, I am buying a bunch of scalpels. Maybe I can just land on them? I’d have to rig them to stand up, and I’d have to land with my neck outstretched. Sounds like a big botch job waiting to happen. I don’t think I can actually handle the pain of slitting my own throat, even with some Orajel rubbed on the skin.
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I am so so sorry your in such a dark place… if you wanna talk I’m here…don’t know if I can help but ya know
I know this probably doesn’t mean much, but I’m here. I’m rarely ever too busy to talk so please, go ahead and talk to me, vent, rant, cry, anything, we don’t know each other but I guess there’s some beauty in that. I myself am very suicidal and have strongly considered it for years, in fact since I was 10, I’m 15 now. But really, I understand how you feel, and it would kill me to know that someone else took their life, even if that’s someone I didn’t know. As I said, it does not mean much but I’m always here, and you are not alone.
I hope that things turn around for you. I hope that you don’t go through with this.
what is going on in your life to make you feel like you want to exit.
I know that life is not always easy… but it can get better
maybe if you chat a little bit about what has got you feeling this way then maybe you will feel better.
I wish you the best
Holy shit I can’t stop laughing! I can picture you with your exit bag with helium, and then waking up in the ICU talking like a Munchkin from the Wizard of Oz… or waking up looking like a human pin cushion with all those damn scalpels sticking out of you! Either way, they will fit you with a straight jacket and toss you in a padded cell and throw away the key! So, don’t do either of those methods!
With that being said, and in all seriousness, I do know how you feel; I’ve felt the same way for as long as I can remember… and being alive for over a half of a century, my memory goes pretty far back.
Well, this Sunday is tomorrow. I do hope you’ll stick around for a while and not make any attempt to leave, but if you do, well, have a good trip.
Jack
If you are using that m@thod i strongly encourage you to do complete research. If it isn’t done correctly the experience will be worse than trying to live with depression.
That said, why not spend time with the folks here? Death isn’t going anywhere after all. I don’t recognize your name which only means I haven’t been here long enough to recognize it or you have been posting in the last two weeks (I’ve not been here much) or you are brand new.
Any of those options though are reason to stay a little longer. Despite the visual iamtheblues thinks is rather hilarious, I don’t find the h@lium h00d particularly hilarious. I find it rather terrifying frankly. A sense of panic always goes through me when I hear someone thinking of using this type of plan. Still, please give yourself some breathing time. No need to rush into these things. The surest way to die is to simply live.
I was just trying to throw a little humor in the heaviness of the mood, HDS; no harm intended. Laughter is the best medicine, or so the saying goes. And yes, I agree with you, in reality, both of those methods would NOT be my first choice. And again, I agree, the surest way to die is to simply live. However, I choose to live simply, without all the modern baggage of our materialistic culture. Sometimes letting go of the things that burden us is the best way to get our lives back.
Oh yeah, by the way, the name’s Jack; Jack Cotton. IAMTHEBLUES is just my handle here on SP.
hope it worked out for you.