I know I fucked up my last chance with her… Why she added me in the first place, both of us have no idea. Show me the question mark already instead of tormenting me with false hope! Does she really think I LIKE hurting people!? That I’m one of those psychopaths that get a kick from hurting others! Tch, if that’s the case, someone please explain to me why I feel like shit whenever I hurt someone, why I feel remorseful that I can’t feel empathy for others, why I know I will never forgive myself for throwing away the best thing to ever happen to me…
I realize I will never be happy as long as I live. I’m just a bird trapped in a cage and the only way to unlock the cage is by dying. I guess I’m fine with this ending… After all, this story should’ve ended a long time ago!
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Empathy just means imagining yourself in the same situation as the other person, or trying to see things through their perspective, and attempting self-awareness when it comes to your words and actions towards someone. You can think about how what you say or do might make them feel/how they might react. Practicing “empathy” isn’t difficult, anyone can do it if they try.
If you feel bad when you hurt somebody, you’re probably imagining how they might feel… so that sounds like empathy to me.
Hey there Zet. I wish I could hand you a lady that was as batshit crazy and angry as you are. They are out there you know. And some of them even cook decent Thanksgiving Dinner.
Yourself included, I’m guessing? Joking aside, I don’t think having someone like me is a good idea… If it is even remotely similar to the situation of my former best friend in Elementary school’s than we would probably just feed off of each other’s anger and insanity creating an endless cycle.
Man…at least you give a shit about what the others may feel or not even if u can’t feel empathy.
There are a lot of idiots that pretend they have empathy just to hurt the others deeper and longer.
Better the psycho who knows he’s a psycho than that one who swears he’s a nice person.
Zetsumei, life isn’t fair, you did what you did, sorry time to move on, and don’t think things can only get worse they can get better too! that’s a fact.