Why can’t I be happy, it is a question i ask myself alot. Everyone says I should be happy with my life. Yet to me, i am not enough. I worked hard and after 8 years of collage I now have the career that i wanted as an 7 year old. And most days i love it but i constantly think I am not good at it. It is like being in school all over again, trying to prove that i belong. I feel like i am burnt out and have not been even working that long in years, and not nearly as long of hours and harder work loads as other in my profession. This makes me feel even worse.
Every night i come home to my cats and dog, but sadly it is also not enough. At my age i know I am missing something/someone. I want a husband, a family, someone to love me and to love someone in return. But in every relationship I am in, I am not enough.
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It’s normal to feel burnt out after all that school even if you are new at a job you love. I’m sure you are more than enough even if you don’t give yourself credit for it. We are all here for you.