Hi been a while Im still horrible and want to die but cant
Fond out my sister in law had to get rid of her pregnancy I have be a mess since I found out i was there on the phone when she was given the good news now im sick over it . I cant talk to my brother beacuse I know I will cry on the phone with himand I dont want to put Him threw that .
I hust hate my life Im traped And i wanna die really just drop dead .
Im gonna see captain America tonight that about it .
I been thinking about kids if have one and it turns out like will awful and if turns out like my inlaws I unfit slef pride looking down on other I dont know any more I WANNA. GIVE UP BUT I CAN’T.
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Hey Kupo, I posted looking for you the other night. I’m glad you are safe. I’m so sorry you are in this state over your SIL’s terminated pregnancy.
Don’t give up. Is there any way you can just leave this situation? I know you stated your religion forbids it, but isn’t there a way to talk to a church elder or something equivelent?
@hazy it has nothing to do with religion is more with cultured reasons it hard to explian thank you for looking for me
OH, darn. I was hoping you might be able to plead your case to a church elder.
Cultural hu? Gosh if you can just walk away do it. This is destroying you. I don’t think killing yourself is a solution, you are living in America. You can walk away, there are places that can help you.
Hi, kupo. It’s very good to see you…. and I know things are still tough. Don’t give up! You can get through this.
I hope that you enjoy Captain Anerica. You deserve some enjoyment… and happiness.
I agree with Hazy… and I should have said it, too. Killing yourself is not the answer,
Ill be in same place if i leave remarrie same shot difrent people. I cant kill myself
Perhaps not. I like to think that most people have good intentions. Most of the time, lightning doesn’t strike the same place twice.