I’ve been cutting myself and starving myself but I have no more room to cut. And I need something even more painful than that. Please help me decide how to punish myself!!!
This is going to sound really, really stupid, but: ice-cold showers. I self harm quite a bit (not cutting—other stuff) but even I can’t always handle a cold shower.
If that doesn’t satisfy you, then you could always try dousing your cuts in vinegar. The sting is great.
Do really want to suffer and hurt anxiously? Then do this: STOP SELF-HARMING.
The urge will be tortuous, but don’t give in and enjoy the aching…
Take care please.
yeah ice cubes and cold showers can actually be surprisingly painful, and they have the advantage of not leaving scars (however really I understand that does sort of feel like a bad thing possibly depending on how you feel about leaving scars (I personally love them :/ )) But yeah it is really weird, as I can cut myself so very much, but if I step into a cold shower I basically am crying out in about a minute -_- is strange how that works.
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This is going to sound really, really stupid, but: ice-cold showers. I self harm quite a bit (not cutting—other stuff) but even I can’t always handle a cold shower.
If that doesn’t satisfy you, then you could always try dousing your cuts in vinegar. The sting is great.
Do really want to suffer and hurt anxiously? Then do this: STOP SELF-HARMING.
The urge will be tortuous, but don’t give in and enjoy the aching…
Take care please.
yeah ice cubes and cold showers can actually be surprisingly painful, and they have the advantage of not leaving scars (however really I understand that does sort of feel like a bad thing possibly depending on how you feel about leaving scars (I personally love them :/ )) But yeah it is really weird, as I can cut myself so very much, but if I step into a cold shower I basically am crying out in about a minute -_- is strange how that works.