i’m tired

i mean we all are tired, i’m not special.

i’m alone. lot’s of people are, i’m not special.

I’m angry

I want to trust again, to be able to open myself up.

one of my 40 “friends” on facebook noticed i left and it took 8 weeks for him to do so.

my housemate is a deadbeat and i always cover his part of the rent.

i havent spoken to my mom in at least a decade.

the only people that would miss me are those that just use me for my income anyway.

i’m a social nightmare, so i dont make friends. never speak first. never intrude…..  its not that i don’t want to, but its usually unwelcomed

just lost online friends for being too honest.

i’m so utterly alone and i’m so tired.