Is there a crueler time of year for outcasts misfits and uglies like me?
It’s sunny & hot, it’s light until late, the world is going on outside your door and you are stuck indoors because you are deeply depressed, unsociable and unwanted. Those who had the luck to be able to fit in are living it up and life for them compared to yours is a joy.
Really, hell can’t be worse than this. Three decades I’ve lived this solitary life, I had come to accept it but lately I’m just running out of steam , and descending into mental illness.
My death will be an act of mercy.
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I can understand summer might be a trigger in a different way. But, for me, winter is when I feel the lowest. I can seem to feel the cold go all the way through me, and the lack of sun just puts my mood even lower than it already is.
Yes winter is in many ways even worse, have even less will to do things.
I hate summer but for different reasons. Everyone is happy, go swimming and going out for drinks and they expect you to be happy like them. I hate f…. summer because i am not happy, i am depressed so leave alone under the a/c and go f…. yourselves.