I…Im so sad and tired and angry and so much more. I seem to make myself unhappy every single day. I don’t know why. Nothing is getting better and it never will. “It’ll get better when you’re older.” Lies. 4 years and nothing has gotten what you call “better”. Lies. I don’t believe it. I never will.
I feel so fucking dead. It’s like I’m just an empty sad little ghost walking around. I don’t eat. I can’t sleep… I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want everything to be over..
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So many people say that things will get better. “It takes time” I too am so tired of hearing that. Those are the things people say when they don’t understand what it is like for you in the moment. Maybe things do get better. But right now they aren’t better for you. And that is perfectly okay. It is okay that you are not okay right now. This jumble of emotions and lifeless living isn’t what defines you. What will define you is how you decide to go on after. Don’t be someone who lets their thoughts and fears destroy them. Take one day at a time and maybe, just maybe tomorrow will be better. It is worth a try to fight to tomorrow. what else do you have to lose?