I…Im so sad and tired and angry and so much more. I seem to make myself unhappy every single day. I don’t know why. Nothing is getting better and it never will. “It’ll get better when you’re older.” Lies. 4 years and nothing has gotten what you call “better”. Lies. I don’t believe it. I never will.
I feel so fucking dead. It’s like I’m just an empty sad little ghost walking around. I don’t eat. I can’t sleep… I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want everything to be over..