I love this site. Im so happy i found it again. Im happy i found people i forgot about.
However because of my lies and my secrets i wrecked it all. I never told my boyfriend about the site. I never told him i started talking to people i care about again. So he found out. And because i lied a million times before he already doesnt trust me. So he found the site.
He found the site and he found old posts that would make someone jealous. He didnt like that i had to reach out. That i couldnt talk to him and that instead i was talkimg to another man.
It was not with wrong intentions. I wasnt about to start saving to run to the states you know? I was just chatting. But anyway, he reads this site. And i know he knows my username and i know he reads these posts even when he says he doesnt. And i dont care anymore. Im taking a break until i find out what the fuck is happening to my relationship.
Darkwillow
Thanks for everything yet again. I hope that you stay safe always. I hope that one day when im back you are still here to say hey!
Stay safe my fellow friends.
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Ummmm are you going to be okay?
It’s good you’re taking a break. I hope you sort everything out.