I like to sleep a lot because I love to dream. Dreams are so much better than this horrible reality. I’ve practiced a lot by now, and I can remember everything I dream and sometimes control it. I love it.
Inside the dream the world is different. You get to live the adventure, be the hero, talk to that person, go to that place you’ve always wanted, feel the hope, the happiness, the real joy of being alive.
But it also hurts so much when you wake up.
Reality feels numb compared to my dreams. I feel like I’m not really here. But in my dreams everything makes sense, everything has a purpose, everything is so beautiful, everything is possible.
I just want to leave this existence. I just want to live inside the dream forever.
They know, so they’re trying to make me sleep as little as I can. I hate them.
Please stop.
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I’ve come to hate my dreams. Even my best dreams of my ex and I getting back together I can’t take anymore because that’s all it is …a dream. Waking up to the realization of what I just experienced was only a dream is too much of a unnecessary stab in the heart. It’s too hard to have her in my dreams but not in my life…..I miss her so much
I know how you feel, waking up is so hard. But if you really hate your dreams, why don’t you try to control them. It’s hard, I know, but that little escape from reality is so soothing.
How’d you learn to lucid dream? 😀
Well, first I wrote down every little detail I could from the dreams I remembered. I started to notice that the more I wrote, the better I could remember what happened in my dreams.
After a while I made a totem, which is basically to write something on your hand, so if you see it you’re still awake, but if you don’t or it has changed then. This is the hardest part, because you have to force yourself to “wake” inside the dream, and your mind will try to prevent that. Eventually you’ll make it, and you’ll be able to modify everything you want.
I hope this helps 😀
I have horrific nightmares. I can barely sleep. Dream good dreams for me.
I hope you have nice dreams from now on :c I’m sorry