If you talk a lot your fakeyou create an image a response it’s all fake everyone is so reactive..
It’s obvious to me
ID rather be alone I always thought this
your words hurt me I cant blow it off your voices are deafening your agressive and your insensitive
im better off dead or on another planet
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I’m a super fake person ^_^
I shift my personality around to fit better with the groups I’m in, I pretend that I’m happy and normal most of the time…. I lie about having “dreams” and “goals”, sometimes I even lie about my sexuality…. -_-
I actually in a way sort of enjoy this, as it feels sort of like wearing a costume…. When I’m around people it’s very easy to fall into “character” and for a little bit of time I can even convince myself that I’m somebody else…. It’s nice not feeling like me for at least a little bit…. Probably why I actually love wearing costumes too….
However I feel like this post is talking about people being fake in an entirely different way…. -_-
So anyway, how is your day going? (I kind of sort of can guess the answer, but I’m trying to make small talk :/)
I do the same thing, but probably for very different reasons- unless you too are running away from terrible crimes you’ve committed in the past…
yeah that’s not my reason for doing so currently…. Although I would probably be pre good at hiding after committing crimes :/
Ugh, trying to hide the past is the worst feeling ever. I used to be a drug dealer, my Mom died after she found out but before I cleaned up my act, I was depressed that she died disappointed in me. I almost committed suicide multiple times, I stopped myself though, and I hope one day that maybe if there is an afterlife that I can show my Mom all that I did. She’s always been a really religious Muslim, my father not so much though. I think I take after him more.
Sorry buddy I dislike small talk
It’s okay I’m not judging you I’m just annoyed by the constant talking. People’s voices in general makes me sick
Unless it’s my mother’s voice
I have no sexuality no interest in Human normal things
I’m asexual. I do not experience sexual attraction, never have either. However sometimes I do pretend that I am “straight” as to not upset people too much.
I dislike small talk too…. but I always do try to attempt to make it. Silence bothers me so much when I’m around people that I know. I feel like if they aren’t talking to me it is because they hate me. :/ So I am used to trying to make a lot of small talk…. I suck at it though…. Sometimes I can force small talk into interesting conversation topics though.
Wow we are similar
Holy mother of japanese rock
I’m extremely against sexuality. I’m into death of ego and self.
LOL yeah a little bit…. I was also surprised when you said you have gotten bullied for being feminine too….
I have no idea how to feel about sexuality…. Like the thought of having a sexuality makes me feel guilt very quickly, just due to how I was raised…. But I also don’t experience many desires sexually either. So even without an aversion to the idea of sex and sexuality I probably would still be asexual.
Same it makes no sense. At all….like it’s Soo strange what makes Ppl like each other that wat it’s gross lol
yeah it’s really quite disgusting…. And it just doesn’t seem like something that would be comfortable in anyway.
Now I’m not opposed to a somewhat romantic relationship, I’ve always wanted to try one out…. but with no sex or kissing. Those are things I am just simply unwilling to try out
At work be the best you can be so you can get money and spend it on isolating yourself from society. Make no friends
ha! i’m not going to say i hate fake people, they know not what they do, i’m not fake but sometimes have to play the game, oh boy! what a subject! can write volumes on it!!
1. when representing a company you need to uphold their values.
2. when things are not work related hang out with people that are more your caliber.
3. like i’m saying things are different in all kinds of situations, you have to pick and choose who to be real with.
Or you can choose no one. And close your mouth. Be less invasive? Just a thought
But choosing nobody to be at least slightly more honest with is less fun though :/ And far more lonely
It is but it’s OK I’m used to being alone
🙁 I’m sorry that you have been alone enough to grow used to it.
If you were physically in my life I’d spend time with you your interesting
yeah it’s kind of sad that we didn’t happen to have been born near each other 🙁
Canada would be a cool place to live…. (I do hope that I’m right about you living in Canada)
Yea I imagine a world of my own and start playing with my imagination it us to be more fun when I was younger but being older I stopped hallucinating
Imagination *waves hands over head, creates rainbow*
it is still something I find fun sometimes…. I think about things like sharks with Brooklyn accents mugging jelly fish.
of course! it’s your choice! i’m being honest with you i have very little friends, nobody thinks like me, and i’m not interested in sitting around being fake if i’m not getting paid for it!!! 🙂 so at work i’m the ideal employee because they are paying me, off work i have no interest in fake relationships, they are boring!! talking to you right now is not boring! give me the real life! ha ha! basically if i’m not getting paid i don’t need your phony shit. really a good friend is hard to find, they don’t grow on tree’s.
Too bad homunculi don’t exist…. Because then you could grow friends inside the womb of horses.
I’m in Canada Yea grew up here but I found work elsewhere so might move.
yay finding work is great 😀 grats
I live in Washington state in the US :/
Every place has its essence don’t be disappointed. For me this planet is full of people that think they are the center of it all, it’s so annoying…wont be long till I’m gone but until then I’ll keep isolating myself
Here in Canada there’s lots of forests, although most of the time I like to lock myself up in my room
There’s forests here on the other half of the state…. Where I live it is all just sort of dessert plants growing all over the place…. However I can’t say that it isn’t nice, as I do find it decently nice…. I could even consider a good chunk of the landscape here to be pretty.
part of the reason we are on SP is because we can be real with one another, that’s a by product of this site, a great one! really i’m not trying to get off the subject, but we think differently, we love the truth, their our not many people IRL that are like that. that is the way it is.
I was homeless for a while yes finding work feels like godsend. Having my own room without crackheads feels heavenly
yay ^_^
Yeah
No one could survive real life without at least a “social character”, so to speak. For some people that is a fake persona, for others it’s just a part of themselves… but yeah, i guess i can say i dislike dishonest people (to make the difference from good people who just play a part daily in order to protect themselves).
I do dislike fakeness tho, even if i’m guilty of it daily. If i didn’t put on a character everyday i wouldn’t make it out of my room, let alone out of my house, lol.
Just be kind don’t play games!! Be kind to the kind. Be kind to the unkind. Listen more. She up more. Ego is like a mask that shape shifts with y consciousness
Shut up more* I don’t know anything you don’t, people are annoying but if you don’t forgive and be kind then they won’t let you enj solitude
But hate is necessary t feel solitude I your alone as much as me you’ll get it. The feeling o killing the sweaty palms when your heart beats slowly an you wan to see blood
Hate is a very easy thing to feel 🙁
i’m not arguing with anyone, everyone does as they want, i myself do not feel good while hating people, i ignore the people i don’t like, they do not exist, they do not get the time of day, i don’t deal with idiots! and i’m not going to let them poison my mind, i move on to people i like and thinking more positive, you can’t change morons, let them stew in their own mess up life.
I mean my blood. I don’t hate other people. I don’t like them either though..