Lost the will to live, don’t wanna do anything depressed beyond help. Day drags, every minute feels like an hour. No job, no friends, no social life, only insanity to look forward to. Of course I do not possess an easy exit method, oh no.
What a life. God just kill me NOW
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I’m pretty much in the same situation you are in expect I’m hopefully meeting my end next weekend
You had your last ECT then?
I did it yesterday. Did u ask your doctor for yours?
one other thing about the ECT; if your situation is that you dont have any friends and you are alone or whatever, ECT cannot do anything about that. ECT basically balances the chemicals in your head that is responsible for mood. it will not help you develop social skills or magically gain some friends. it will just balance the chemicals in your head. i even know a person who still killed themselves after receiving the ECT treatment. so nothing is pretty much not guaranteed
i still recommend you give it a shot if you can. but dont think you are going to magically get friends or whatever if you do the treatment. i think you should just go back to the hospital or something. i really dont know what do about your situation
I was able to function for many years and wasn’t bothered about being a loner, it’s just that the depression worsened.I lost the will to go out and do things.
I don’t know what to tell you, other than go back to the hospital. Why did they let you out if you still feel depressed? They shouldn’t have released you if you still way
You should really go to the hospital and talk to a doctor if you don’t want to harm yourself. Your depression sounds worse than mine
Yeah but I don’t wanna end up back in hospital. I’m in limbo at the moment, waiting to see what happens next, if I get worse.
If I die, I die, my life’s not worth living even without severe depression.
You’re not in Britain, are you?
Well good luck on whatever you decide to do. You sound like you are in miserable place and my only suggestion for you is to see a doctor. I can’t force you do it, even though you seriously need help.
And no I’m not in the u.k, I’m in canada 🙂
Peace out cub scout. I’m out
My medication will be upped when I see my doctor on Monday. I expect I’ll be forced to carry on taking pills even though they don’t really help. I fundamentally don’t want to live. I love my parents and don’t want to put them through the hell of my suicide. But I do not want to face just getting more and more unwell. If I had an easy exit method I think I’d take it.
Then you are stuck. You are not going to kill yourself and you don’t want to go back to hospital to help yourself. You yourself don’t want to help yourself. You just lie in bed all day complaining about your life on this website. To be honest you are starting to sound pathetic. You really need to man up.
Anywho, Your doctor will probably send you back to hospital once you tell him your situation on Monday.
Peace out cub scout, I’m out
Yeah you may be right, I’m not thinking straight, it happens when you’re as desperate as me.