I’m talking to someone who I know will listen. I just want to get this sick feeling out of my head because once I start my suicide, there will be no turning back. Too bad I lied to him too. Everything I know is a regret. I just don’t know how to shut it off. There isn’t a single bottle in the world that can’t break. I can’t be the one to carry this anymore, I may only have days to live. 2006, 2009, 2012, 2015. This trend has to come to an end because I’m about to break.
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Ive been at the breaking point several times in my life and I went off and tried to end my life a few of those times. I wound up hospitalized and then surviving. I hope that doesn’t happen to you.
I hope your able to find a way to deal with the issues in your life and continue on. I hope that you get some help and carry on. If you want to chat, I am here, just let me know
I understand in a way that i really wish i didnt… i think you should email me at sad5ever.27@gmail.com
I’m second guessing wanting to talk to anyone again. I’m afraid I might freeze up and go through a bunch of anxiety like last time.